Mother

How can it be that a mother who loves her son can at times wonder how? The mother who has tried to do her best for her son all her life, but between them lies an invisible bomb that explodes creating harsh words, insults and pain. The son believes everything to be his mothers fault, whilst the mothers feels she has done her best with what circumstances she had to bring her son up alone. The sons words beat like a stick and wound the very heart of the mother. This is her son that now a man stands before her, disrespectful, but believing he is right..........The mother suffers a chronic illness and tries to live everyday normally but at times the pain, eats away at her ,and she becomes oversensitive and tired. She weeps at the conflict, but the finger of blame continues to be pointed at her. Maybe she guilty of oversensitivity? and maybe the son is guilty of believing that he is the one who suffered as a child and now, is he really always right or does he just think he is. He has always been the accuser and the one who makes the mother weep. But maybe the mother is guilty of having loved too much and trying to hard to please. Love is a fragile thing and familys cannot always be perfect. The mother who brings up her children alone, those children cannot know the difficulties until they too become parents.

Winds of Change

The summer winds warm us, they bring a feeling of wellbeing, but as the summer fades and the flowers drop their petals, they are carried away by the changing wind, carried to far away places, carrying untold secrets, and bringing to far off lands hope and opportunity. I welcome this time to pass off my thoughts unto another land, hoping that like a small mirror these wishes bring joy to others, as others silent thought have done to me. We are in motion, giving and accepting, hoping and forgiving. So as summer fades fill the wind love and hope to be carried to others far away, and be at peace

Sowing Seeds

Sometimes an idea or thought is like sowing a seed in a garden, with care and with love it will flourish. The growth of an idea or thought is not a simple path, but the struggle against and overcoming of problems, the belief and commitment , the end result gives a great fulfilment. Small ideas or thoughts can provide pleasure and experience, and a satisfaction in what you have accomplished. We are talking of spiritual things and not great money making schemes, that create stress and the need for power. Cultivate your idea into something beautiful that you and others can appreciate.

LIFE

Life and all that lives was concieved

within the mist and not within the crystal.

Who knows that a crystal is a mist in decay.

Something

The feeling of "something is missing in your life" is something we all feel at some stage in our life.

For some it is the materialistic goals that we are forever chasing, whilst others who may not have found love, the missing piece is their soulmate, or "the other half of the orange". The childless mother, for whatever reason, there are many who experience this sensation of a void in their life....and some may never find it. Its a strong sensation to which there is no direct answer.

For many who are content with their life and what they have, and still experience this feeling, have searched within themselves spiritually, beliefs, new ideas, new ways of living, meditation and changes in the way one thinks, have found that this alleviates the sensation.

It is for us to open our mind and journey within ourselves.

Rules for Life

Free your heart from hatred,

Free your mind from worries,

Live simply,

Give more,

Expect less